4 days ago at 4:29 PM
sirneave aeirana

Maybe I just need to accept that I won’t be able to be strong on my own.

I am frail. After being knocked down, I can’t stand back up on my own. I need a crutch. I need someone else to help me. To talk to me or listen to me, and say something that can lift me up again.

I am undecisive. I really can’t do anything on my own. Working in the restaurant, no decisions or choices do I make without talking to someone else first. And I don’t think it is only because I don’t know, but that even if I do know, I am too unsure of my answer without another’s confirmation.

I am scared. I’ve always wanted to be able to be square and do things on my own. But if I go out to eat, I feel uncomfortable eating alone. I want to be a confident and hidden wallflower at parties, but I am awkward, and 2x such in my head when I am not talking to another.

I know that humans are not meant to be alone. I had accepted that as a general concept, but I never applied it to myself. No matter that fact, I just always wished to be a strong, completely independent person.

Now it is time for me to realize that I can’t be a strong person by myself.

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This is what I miss… not something that’s gone, but something that will never happen."
• Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye (via larmoyante)
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I have stretch marks.

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Reblog if you do too. Just to prove that it is more normal than what people actually think.

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3 weeks ago at 2:12 AM

이대로 온종일 뒹굴링 with 달링All day I wanna lay around with you darling
잠든 너의 미소 우리 사랑이 좋았나 봐You smile in your sleep, I guess our love was good
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3 weeks ago at 1:06 AM
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Sometimes you end up never speaking to someone who meant the world to you again. And that’s okay. You cope and you survive. Don’t let your losses keep you back from new gains."
• I wish someone had told me this when I was hurting, y.g.  (via emidesuu)
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If you look at the fact that you have a roof over your head, food to eat, that you are young and beautiful and live in a peaceful land, then no, you have nothing to be sad about. But the fact is, we are not only a physical body, we have souls too, and sometimes our souls get sick. If you break a leg you don’t just say ‘I have no reason to have a broken leg’ and ignore it; you seek help. It’s the same when your soul gets hurt. Don’t apologize for being sad."
• My doctor when I told her I had no reason to be sad (via bl-ossomed)
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