I don’t know what to do.

At what point…

Will this desire take over reason?

And if it does…

How much will be lost?

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Such an unfamiliar sensation it is…

to be able to sit by his side
and watch his brows furrow in concentration.

to hear that clap of hand to thigh
and that carefree laughter.

to see his hair flop down
and a bright smile peeking from under.

to detect his scent
lingering on my clothes and belongings.

…Most of all though,
such an unfamiliar sensation it is…

to touch him
and to feel
the warmth of his body
so close to my own.

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1 month ago at 5:32 PM


Hearst Castle

Fun fact: the pool water isn’t treated with chemicals because they would erode the marble statues and I swear when I swam in it it felt like I was swimming through air
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1 month ago at 4:26 PM


☽pale and beautiful☾

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Never compare your symptoms to others. Never compare your scars, never compare your stories, never compare your pain, never compare your weight and never ever feel like you haven’t done a good enough job at being sick. Your pain and your suffering is unique and it can not be measured or classified as worse or better than anyone else."
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You are the books you read the films you watch, the music you listen to, the people you meet, the dreams you have, the conversations you engage in. You are what you take from these. You are the sound of the ocean, the breath of fresh air, the brightest light and the darkest corner. You are a collective of every experience you have had in your life. You are every single second of every single day. So drown yourself in a sea of knowledge and existence. Let the words run through your veins and let the colours fill your mind."
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You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much."
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1 month ago at 4:07 PM

everything personal♡
1 month ago at 4:23 AM

Move on
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1 month ago at 3:17 AM
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21 People On What They Would Tell Their 19-Year-Old Selves
  • Jonathan, 55: There is no such thing as “the only one”. You will meet lots of “the ones”. Only commit when the timing is right for the both of you – that can take years for some, and that’s okay.
  • Miranda, 24: Drop pre-med.
  • Isaac, 48: Deodorant does not count as a shower, and that haircut only looked good on Bon Jovi.
  • Anya, 42: Make the conscious decision to be happy, and then stick with it. Society will do everything in its power to convince you that your personal happiness is dependent on something external – beauty, success, wealth, etc. – it isn’t.
  • Parker, 55: 60% of the things you think are important now won’t matter a whit to you by the time you reach 50. The trick is to figure out the important 40% and work it.
  • Megan, 34: He doesn’t love you, and you will be okay.
  • Peter, 58: Don’t let anything stand in your way of taking part (or all) of your junior year abroad. You’ll never again have quite the same opportunity to experience a foreign land, for an extended period of time, in your youth. It is destined to be one of the most memorable aspects of your life.
  • Eleanor, 67: Talk less. Listen more.
  • Donald, 27: There’s a huge difference between who you want to be and who everyone around you wants you to be. Figure out which is which.
  • Camille, 56: Always remember: when falling off a horse, pull your tongue in.
  • Jackson, 57: No one knows anything for sure. They’re all just doing the best they can with what they have, just like you.
  • Vicki, 47: You’ll never have all the answers, so make every question count.
  • Donald, 38: You don’t have to grow up to be the dad you never had.
  • Katelyn, 30: Make the most out of college. You will never again be at a place where your only goal is to learn. Learn a lot, learn often, and learn with reckless abandon.
  • Joshua, 55: Women love to laugh.
  • Annabelle, 38: Drugs are not beautiful, glamorous or opulent. They are not a remedy, a solution, a cure-all, or a cure-anything.
  • Colin, 50: You miss so much life when you sleep until 3 PM. Wake up to see sunrises; they are the most stunning of nature’s masterpieces.
  • Eleanor, 26: Eating two pints of ice cream won’t make you happy. Neither will sprinting 10 miles. Be nice to yourself.
  • Aaron, 52: Don’t forget to ask that girl in the Oberlin library what kind of perfume she’s wearing. You’ll buy it for her in 20 years.
  • Scarlett, 54: Don’t be afraid to be yourself. Those that get you will love you, those that don’t, well, their loss. Just remember: Wherever you are, it’s a party.
  • Zack, 9: I hope you’re awesome. And be nice to girls.
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I am happy. I think I really am. But then I get sad. And sometimes it overwhelms me how sad I can get."
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pale-enemy sylphism

I need to stop
giving my heart
and myself
to people
who don’t care enough
to take care of them.

I trust too much,
they look too little
as a consequence,
every fiber in my body

When I
snap out of such delusion
All I can do
is retrieve that cracked heart
and blame the self
that is still here

I vow
to not
do the same thing
to stop hurting.
I know
promises don’t last.
ones made to me.

I know
I never learn.

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1 month ago at 5:29 AM
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1 month ago at 4:23 AM

Really want to wrap this rose quartz.
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